My story on this crazy place starts some day in June, when I saw on the website from INEX-SDA project, which should be sponsored by EU, an

d is for 3 weeks, I thought, that it is perfect for me, to go to France for 3 weeks to France, where I will have fun, do some cool stuff etc. BUT…

I cant say, that I am not having fun, but this place is very very strange. Reasons are following:

1. Here are people, who have problems, like Elize, who was raped and really really loves sex, so youngsters are just changing her every night, for sex. She says, that she loves it and doesnt care, that she has a boyfriend in Paris. Noah slept with her and felt bad, because he also has a girlfriend in Paris, but apparently, he doesnt give a shit, because he is just 15, so I can understand, that he is thinking about other things than to be faithful to her. 😀 The second person, who was here just to calm down was Abraham. This guz has in his phone pictures of kalashnikov and other guns, is very proud of it. He should wait here before the trial will happen. I heard different stories about him. First, that he wanted to kill someone and thats why he is waiting for a trial. The second story is, that he tried to shoot from the gun on the Bastile day (When I was in Paris with Fahd!!!!!!). The third story is, that he is in some cocaine gang, I think all of this is true. I really felt bit scared of him in the beginning, but after drinking Senegal tea with him in his room (milk, mint, sugar, mint syrup) and him playing that beautiful song MADOL B… I realised, that everyone is inside a beautiful person. And Momo (omg, the most beautiful and sexy black guy I have ever met) told me, that he was sometimes nervous, because he is just too addicted to smoking weed.
2. They somehow steel money, they should have budget for  everyone for food at least 7 euros, but are using just 3. I have never seen that bad food and small portions at the same time. That is why we started to steal the food from the storage 😀 Like on the children camp haha 😀 When I do not eat gluten, they always give me instead of a normal meal some dry rice with bitter salad or just lentils alone etc. It is forbidden to have music after midnight, eventhough we are in the middle of REAL nowhere. 
3. When I go running, there is always the same guy (like an old man) who is meeting me always on the same place. WEIRD, but ok
4. Pius has the best playlist ever. I can not find him on Spotify, but it does not matter. He has also a girlfriend and talks to her every day for more than 1 hour. 
5. They do save money on really really everything, for example, when we went for a trip to the mountain (which was very beautiful btw), they took chips, baguettes and some cheese to save as much money as possible. We ride always in a white vans, which are definitelly older than me. But the best driver is of course GREGOR (who likes to give me kiss on the neck), because it is neverending dancing party. 
6. I go running every day, which is super unusual, since I do not like running that much, but I am too lazy to do workouts. (Like Spanish guys haha)
7. People are degenerating here..for example Alex, only thing that he is doing whole day is drinking, smoking and doing NOTHING. Than, there is Hiso and her boyfriend Sasa… they love each other I guess and despite alcohol, I think, that love is the only way, how to survive this prison. 
8. I am thankful for: Terka, those long talks, everything, I feel very close to here after even two weeks here.  Anezka, she is just very honest and nice person and I like to see her, how she likes Michal.. Michal haha.. always complaining person.
9. I am also thankful for: Gregor and I feel, that he is a really really good person, how he cares about Alizee, who was just abused from those 15years old guys.
10. I appreciate our tip to the hill, because there I started to realise, how it all works there. mari Sarah told me about Abraham, about Elizee etc.
11. One night, when Saša (from Ukraine) told me, how they really just give them 3euro per day instead of 20E, I was scared, sad, and just generall hated whole world. 
12. I missed JAVI. A LOT

What i learned:

1. To not be bored. To read, to calm down, to appreciate the moment
2. To communicate with people without language
3. To respect others
4. That I really really love Javi, I never missed anyone like him
5. that love is important. And the most beautiful thing. Also from Pius.. his talks with his GF… 
6. That sleep is very important…to sleep 8 hours is just amazing

When I am back already from this crazy project, I dont think that all of that was bad.. I mean.. even bad experience is an experience. I just hope a lot, that they will reimbuise us money for the way, because for the price of tickets, it would definitelly not be worthy.